Right now regina spektor has pop in my ears, It’s been a while since that the music i’ve been needing has found me. Girly stuff- retro stuff- songs of  memory, that had likely been delibrately hidden

My phone has been turn off since 4.45 pm – because , i’m just going lash out- hurt and  sting . I also really don’t want to talk, I really don’t want to ask for help. The symbolism between a shoulder injury and carrying to much on ones shoulder  perhaps.

and breathe , and sing , and ignore . and cut open a box , and feel . Yes Feel . I think girls release eggs for a reason , a man journey is not easy , but a woman’s that is lead by her heart and her brain -That is probably a reason that the average man earns 10 gran more than me .  But where would the world be without woman . I’ve been listening to gloria gaynor btw .

I’ll consider turning on my phone at 7 . Picture’s on this software is being tool – I’ll seek nerdy help in the future for that .

  Jolly O ! _ M